so we're back

[levity]

So long sweet summer
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
So long sweet summer
I fell into you, now you're gracefully falling away

Hey thanks, thanks for that summer
It's cold where you're going
I hope that your hearts always warm

I gave you the best, I gave you the best that I had
Passed down the letters and passed down the best that I had
So long sweet summer
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
So long sweet summer
I fell into you, now you're gracefully falling away

-Dashboard Confessional, So Long Sweet Summer

Oddly enough, I don't want to return to school.

Don't get me wrong, I love Pisay, not that I can say I love everything about it. I hate the stress and the cramming and the load of requirements- but I can stand all that. I just don't want to have my abilities compared with those of others. Because I'm never the better one.

I never wanted not to go to school before now, even though my reasons have been going on forever. I wonder why. Is it that I've lost a lot of confidence this summer? Or is it because all my arrogance has deserted me?

The freedom I like- the freedom of no time limits and no reprimands and no worries- is, yes, more or less impossible. The world doesn't like being forgotten.

This post is just too weird.

I love polynomial functions! => Well, not really. But they're very interesting... Or at least I'll say so till they start becoming difficult for me.

I am beginning to learn the advantages of going without my bitterness.

I'm not wondering why I'm studying math, oddly enough. Because, even more oddly enough, I know the reason why. And, most oddly enough of all, it's because I want to.

I wonder why lots of my paragraphs begin with "I". Am I really that self-centered Is it considered as being self-centered, talking so much about yourself? I guess so. But even on a blog?

I don't know.

And I was thinking this was going to be a sensible post...

Well, it is sensible, for me at any rate, but that more or less doesn't mean anything.