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so I guess I was wrong.
And not for the first time in history, too, but still. I was wrong about something I never thought but always hoped (which is the reverse of my usual emotions about being wrong) I'd be wrong about, and drastically, too.
Then again, I'm never undrastically wrong about something.
Well, something that isn't Physics.
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We had a party this morning-till-afternoon, a class party, a Sodium party, and considering my emotions towards Sodium recently, I didn't think I'd like it. I guessed that I'd spend the party quiet and maybe amused at my classmates, enjoying the atmosphere but not exactly part of the celebration, the way I usually am at batch parties.
Was I- and thankfully!-wrong.
Well, it's strange to find yourself genuinely enjoying yourself around a group of people you originally didn't like much, a group of people you were stuck with and who had disappointed you many times over the short course of your knowing each other. It is very strange to find yourself laughing with them and annoying them like they were old friends and not just random people you were doomed to be with for the next ten months. It is the strangest thing to find the true insanity of your nature coming out around them, to find yourself abandoning the masks of indifference and impenetrability.
It is very strange indeed, even for a person as strange as me, but it is a rather wonderful feeling, a feeling you can't help but like.
Then again, I'm never undrastically wrong about something.
Well, something that isn't Physics.
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We had a party this morning-till-afternoon, a class party, a Sodium party, and considering my emotions towards Sodium recently, I didn't think I'd like it. I guessed that I'd spend the party quiet and maybe amused at my classmates, enjoying the atmosphere but not exactly part of the celebration, the way I usually am at batch parties.
Was I- and thankfully!-wrong.
Well, it's strange to find yourself genuinely enjoying yourself around a group of people you originally didn't like much, a group of people you were stuck with and who had disappointed you many times over the short course of your knowing each other. It is very strange to find yourself laughing with them and annoying them like they were old friends and not just random people you were doomed to be with for the next ten months. It is the strangest thing to find the true insanity of your nature coming out around them, to find yourself abandoning the masks of indifference and impenetrability.
It is very strange indeed, even for a person as strange as me, but it is a rather wonderful feeling, a feeling you can't help but like.