everything and nothing
Jul. 28th, 2007 01:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
levityI'm not feeling the hell week. Then again, I hardly ever do. But still. I still can't believe that one quarter of third year has passed. There's proof, though- I'm freer and more relaxed around my classmates, everyone's bugging me to study for periodicals, and I'm beginning to have new friends.
I'm still not used to having close friends- after all, only an unlucky few knew me for me in my old school. Old habits of hiding emotions and pretending everything is all right just to show people you don't need their help die hard.
I realise, after watching Pisay the movie with my batch and two other Pisay batches, that almost all Pisay stories have the same elements. Friendships, studies, academic problems, stress, horrible teachers, good teachers, unforgettable events, forgettable facts, grade worries, fear of failure, despair, hatred, apathy, STR, hell weeks, uncertainties, wrong decisions, annoying classmates, newly discovered talents, humbling moments, triumphant moments, homeworks, unfulfilled expectations, late projects, failing grades, over-perfects, pressure, competition, symbiosis, enmity, laughter. I don't think Pisay would be Pisay for me without these, though it may be for someone else, anyone else, everyone else.
Everything depends.
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Sodium took two vehicles: Jazzy's van, which held Airah, Pristine, MJ, Sedric, Jeffrey, Ingrid, Jazzy (of course), Bonggi, and me, and a rented bus, which held everyone else plus part of Magnesium.
The rented bus was "first-class" (or so it said on the paper stuck to its doors, but who can expect anything else of Quintin?), pero ang bagal niya!!!!
As a result of that, Sodium was the first '09 class, and second class overall, to arrive- and was at the same time the last. We had to wait an hour for them, since our treasurer, who was with them, had the tickets.
Ang ganda ng CCP!!!! Wala lang.
And the two Sodium vehicles left the CCP at the same time, about. They took out from McDonald's. We had a buffet lunch at Kamayan, courtesy of Jazzy's father. And guess what? We had to wait an hour before they arrived!
We had Ramayana practice, and strangely enough, I still like it, despite evrything. Ang saya talaga ng role ng narrator- pero ang hirap din! I only pray that the floor of the stage is clean come performance day.
And after the practice were two hours of reading and contemplating and arguing and annoyances and death threats, and I wouldn't have life any other way. =>
I'm still not used to having close friends- after all, only an unlucky few knew me for me in my old school. Old habits of hiding emotions and pretending everything is all right just to show people you don't need their help die hard.
I realise, after watching Pisay the movie with my batch and two other Pisay batches, that almost all Pisay stories have the same elements. Friendships, studies, academic problems, stress, horrible teachers, good teachers, unforgettable events, forgettable facts, grade worries, fear of failure, despair, hatred, apathy, STR, hell weeks, uncertainties, wrong decisions, annoying classmates, newly discovered talents, humbling moments, triumphant moments, homeworks, unfulfilled expectations, late projects, failing grades, over-perfects, pressure, competition, symbiosis, enmity, laughter. I don't think Pisay would be Pisay for me without these, though it may be for someone else, anyone else, everyone else.
Everything depends.
---
Sodium took two vehicles: Jazzy's van, which held Airah, Pristine, MJ, Sedric, Jeffrey, Ingrid, Jazzy (of course), Bonggi, and me, and a rented bus, which held everyone else plus part of Magnesium.
The rented bus was "first-class" (or so it said on the paper stuck to its doors, but who can expect anything else of Quintin?), pero ang bagal niya!!!!
As a result of that, Sodium was the first '09 class, and second class overall, to arrive- and was at the same time the last. We had to wait an hour for them, since our treasurer, who was with them, had the tickets.
Ang ganda ng CCP!!!! Wala lang.
And the two Sodium vehicles left the CCP at the same time, about. They took out from McDonald's. We had a buffet lunch at Kamayan, courtesy of Jazzy's father. And guess what? We had to wait an hour before they arrived!
We had Ramayana practice, and strangely enough, I still like it, despite evrything. Ang saya talaga ng role ng narrator- pero ang hirap din! I only pray that the floor of the stage is clean come performance day.
And after the practice were two hours of reading and contemplating and arguing and annoyances and death threats, and I wouldn't have life any other way. =>
