the epitome of restlessness

This is insane, I mean really. I think I've crossed the threshold of insanity.

Every so often I check my phone, hoping that he replied and I just didn't hear my phone ring. Moo. Whichever.

Every so often I flood his inbox, hoping he'd reply, and hoping he wouldn't get annoyed.

Every so often I check the smiley beside his name on my Messenger List, hoping it'd turn yellow.

So far, all my hopes have been disappointed. How nice. I just hope he's not mad at me. Yes, I know, I'm paranoid.

I wonder what you call it, this mad stupid emotion that I'm feeling right now, that forces me to stay at the computer even though my eyes are screaming at me to rest and my rational mind tells me that no matter what I do, I can't do anything about it if he has no load or can't go online.... Because I really, really want to be rid of it. Okay, well, not really. Actually, I don't want to be rid of it. But, well, it's here, there's nothing I can do about it.

Ahahahahahaha.... Sa wakas! He's online!

I know I've crossed the border, I know I'm hyper, I don't care!!!!!!!

Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
'Cause when I look you're, you're never there
But when I sleep you're, you're everywhere
You're everywhere

Tell me how I got this far
Tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
You're never there
And every time I sleep
You're always there

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone

I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
You might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
There never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
You're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
It's you I breathe
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone

You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?

-Yellowcard, Everywhere

the epitome of restlessness

This is insane, I mean really. I think I've crossed the threshold of insanity.

Every so often I check my phone, hoping that he replied and I just didn't hear my phone ring. Moo. Whichever.

Every so often I flood his inbox, hoping he'd reply, and hoping he wouldn't get annoyed.

Every so often I check the smiley beside his name on my Messenger List, hoping it'd turn yellow.

So far, all my hopes have been disappointed. How nice. I just hope he's not mad at me. Yes, I know, I'm paranoid.

I wonder what you call it, this mad stupid emotion that I'm feeling right now, that forces me to stay at the computer even though my eyes are screaming at me to rest and my rational mind tells me that no matter what I do, I can't do anything about it if he has no load or can't go online.... Because I really, really want to be rid of it. Okay, well, not really. Actually, I don't want to be rid of it. But, well, it's here, there's nothing I can do about it.

Ahahahahahaha.... Sa wakas! He's online!

I know I've crossed the border, I know I'm hyper, I don't care!!!!!!!

Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
'Cause when I look you're, you're never there
But when I sleep you're, you're everywhere
You're everywhere

Tell me how I got this far
Tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
You're never there
And every time I sleep
You're always there

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone

I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
You might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
There never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
You're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
It's you I breathe
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone

You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?

-Yellowcard, Everywhere