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Jul. 23rd, 2010 09:27 pmI've been having a crappy sort of week.
All right, let's me be honest with myself here. I've been having a crappy sort of past two months, the sort that is tired-making and empty-making and made all the worse by the fact that, as months of school go, they've been amazing two months. I have nothing to say and no small things to latch onto and all I can do is get out, go to other places inside my head or inside other people's words, and I've never loved fanfic this much. And the most annoying bit is that there is no reason for me to be having a crappy past two months, nothing except maybe ego and idealism, and really, growing up is a continuous process and there's no end to it, but one of these days I have to grow up.
So there, Jillian Lee. The world doesn't give a damn if you've been having a crappy past two months, it doesn't even give a damn if the trend continues for the rest of everything. By now you ought to know that there's no use learning things if you can't put them into practice. Get over yourself. You're living with friends and dissecting cats and the new block head to boot (I will never stop being amused people calling the president of the block the block head), and prima donna, the world is at your feet. Go go go.
All right, let's me be honest with myself here. I've been having a crappy sort of past two months, the sort that is tired-making and empty-making and made all the worse by the fact that, as months of school go, they've been amazing two months. I have nothing to say and no small things to latch onto and all I can do is get out, go to other places inside my head or inside other people's words, and I've never loved fanfic this much. And the most annoying bit is that there is no reason for me to be having a crappy past two months, nothing except maybe ego and idealism, and really, growing up is a continuous process and there's no end to it, but one of these days I have to grow up.
So there, Jillian Lee. The world doesn't give a damn if you've been having a crappy past two months, it doesn't even give a damn if the trend continues for the rest of everything. By now you ought to know that there's no use learning things if you can't put them into practice. Get over yourself. You're living with friends and dissecting cats and the new block head to boot (I will never stop being amused people calling the president of the block the block head), and prima donna, the world is at your feet. Go go go.
