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I was awake at eight this morning and it felt like a triumph. Never mind that it was because, you know, I didn't sleep at all. Hi insomnia I don't miss you at all.
Things I am supposed to be doing:
1. studying for removals, which, okay, how shit are my choices
2. editing articles for the primer- Sed and Allen, if by any chance you are reading this, I still love you both, no, really, but why did I sign up for this again? (This is my reaction to everything I have signed up for within the past year, including but not limited to the College of Medicine. Please don't take it personally.)
Things I am actually doing:
1. trying to figure out how to survive Arsenal-Chelsea and El Clasico happening within two hours of each other with my sanity, if not intact, then at least only slightly impaired (for me this just means minimal insomnia, moderate suicidal ideations, and as much brain-running-around-like-a-headless-chicken-only-with-half-as-much-sense-and-twice-the-panic that can be dealt with without acting on said suicidal ideations. My needs are few and far between, okay?)
2. trying to figure out how to keep said sanity at manageable levels until time comes when I have to take the removals
3. reading fanfic all day every day
4. kind of writing a TSN Inception AU that may or may not end up a messy crossover
5. not sleeping
6. what is with my life and my choices
Things I am supposed to be doing:
1. studying for removals, which, okay, how shit are my choices
2. editing articles for the primer- Sed and Allen, if by any chance you are reading this, I still love you both, no, really, but why did I sign up for this again? (This is my reaction to everything I have signed up for within the past year, including but not limited to the College of Medicine. Please don't take it personally.)
Things I am actually doing:
1. trying to figure out how to survive Arsenal-Chelsea and El Clasico happening within two hours of each other with my sanity, if not intact, then at least only slightly impaired (for me this just means minimal insomnia, moderate suicidal ideations, and as much brain-running-around-like-a-headless-chicken-only-with-half-as-much-sense-and-twice-the-panic that can be dealt with without acting on said suicidal ideations. My needs are few and far between, okay?)
2. trying to figure out how to keep said sanity at manageable levels until time comes when I have to take the removals
3. reading fanfic all day every day
4. kind of writing a TSN Inception AU that may or may not end up a messy crossover
5. not sleeping
6. what is with my life and my choices