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officially over. okay, not really
Well. There. This school year is officially over. Well, not really, since our class has not yet been cleared for Physics, due to the rubber things at the ends of those stools' legs. And we still owe a debt to the batch, and we don't know where it came from. I'm not going to contribute to it, since I don't know where it came from. Why should we pay it? For all we know, it's just an attempt of our batch officers to pocket money.
And that's why I didn't go to school today, to be able to escape from paying the debt. No, not really. No one could bring me to school-they all had different schedules- and I had no reason for going. But I don't mind going to school with no reason in mind. It's quite more fun that way. I would have gone had someone been able to take me.
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I shall miss you all, Champaca 2009!
Okay, to be more accurate, I do miss you all, on the days without classes. Likely I'll miss you all more over the summer.
I'd like to thank you all for all the stuff you have taught me, and apologise for anything wrong I've done. Champaca was my first-choice section when I enrolled, since both Chii and Tricia were in it. I thought I would never end up in it, though- that would have been too perfect for real life. You can imagine my euphoria upon learning it was, indeed, Champaca I was assigned to be with for all of second year.
And I wouldn't have it any other way.This may sound like lying, but I never once wished I were placed in another section. Not even during the era of the so-called "Champa wars". Not even during Humanities Week, when I was firmly convinced that winning at anything was hopeless (I was half right). Not even when our financial situation was insane. Not even when we were stuck with an incompetent president. (Peace tayo, Jam.)
Now I wish I had been a better classmate to you all, that I had been nicer, that I had taken the chance to know some of you better. But no matter.
I can't say I have no regrets, but I can say that if the entire Champaca '09 were placed in one section next year I wouldn't die. Well, maybe I would, but at least I'd die laughing.
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What was not-supposed-to-be-a-Champa-outing yesterday almost turned into one. We went out to SM North, and though it caused a lot of stress on my part I'm glad to have gone. Not everyone in Champa came, but it was fun nonetheless. Go Camm! Talo niya si Jamil.... And I supposed we all looked insane when we stared at the oculus
Overall, that day would have been perfect, had my phone worked properly and had my pride not taken over me. How stupid can I be? The last chance I get to see him, and I get mad at him over another little debate (looks familiar, Jilly?).
And it's also disappointing, knowing that I won't be in the DL anymore.
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I'm sorry, I really am. I tend to drive people away, don't I? I'm sorry. I wish I hadn't lost my temper. There's nothing I can do about it now, though. I'm sorry- if there were a less cliche word for sorry I'd use it- and thanks for listening to me. Or just plain for being willing to put up with me. I owe you more than you owe me. Does that get through to you? Your debt to me partially cancels out my debt to you. I still end up indebted to you. =3
"... strain this chaos turn it into light
i've got to see you one last night
before the lions take their share
leave us in pieces, scattered everywhere..."
-Snow Patrol, You're All I Have
And that's why I didn't go to school today, to be able to escape from paying the debt. No, not really. No one could bring me to school-they all had different schedules- and I had no reason for going. But I don't mind going to school with no reason in mind. It's quite more fun that way. I would have gone had someone been able to take me.
---
I shall miss you all, Champaca 2009!
Okay, to be more accurate, I do miss you all, on the days without classes. Likely I'll miss you all more over the summer.
I'd like to thank you all for all the stuff you have taught me, and apologise for anything wrong I've done. Champaca was my first-choice section when I enrolled, since both Chii and Tricia were in it. I thought I would never end up in it, though- that would have been too perfect for real life. You can imagine my euphoria upon learning it was, indeed, Champaca I was assigned to be with for all of second year.
And I wouldn't have it any other way.This may sound like lying, but I never once wished I were placed in another section. Not even during the era of the so-called "Champa wars". Not even during Humanities Week, when I was firmly convinced that winning at anything was hopeless (I was half right). Not even when our financial situation was insane. Not even when we were stuck with an incompetent president. (Peace tayo, Jam.)
Now I wish I had been a better classmate to you all, that I had been nicer, that I had taken the chance to know some of you better. But no matter.
I can't say I have no regrets, but I can say that if the entire Champaca '09 were placed in one section next year I wouldn't die. Well, maybe I would, but at least I'd die laughing.
---
What was not-supposed-to-be-a-Champa-outing yesterday almost turned into one. We went out to SM North, and though it caused a lot of stress on my part I'm glad to have gone. Not everyone in Champa came, but it was fun nonetheless. Go Camm! Talo niya si Jamil.... And I supposed we all looked insane when we stared at the oculus
Overall, that day would have been perfect, had my phone worked properly and had my pride not taken over me. How stupid can I be? The last chance I get to see him, and I get mad at him over another little debate (looks familiar, Jilly?).
And it's also disappointing, knowing that I won't be in the DL anymore.
---
I'm sorry, I really am. I tend to drive people away, don't I? I'm sorry. I wish I hadn't lost my temper. There's nothing I can do about it now, though. I'm sorry- if there were a less cliche word for sorry I'd use it- and thanks for listening to me. Or just plain for being willing to put up with me. I owe you more than you owe me. Does that get through to you? Your debt to me partially cancels out my debt to you. I still end up indebted to you. =3
"... strain this chaos turn it into light
i've got to see you one last night
before the lions take their share
leave us in pieces, scattered everywhere..."
-Snow Patrol, You're All I Have