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levity ([personal profile] levity) wrote2007-06-12 06:36 pm

here we go again...

Nakakainis siya. I suppose you all know how this entire thing goes, so feel free to skip it. No, seriously, I wonder who bothers so much about my life they're willing to sit through all these ramblings- or who's that bored.

Basta. Nakakainis siya. Because he believes me when I'm not serious- and he doesn't believe me when I am. Because he never listens when I tell him the stuff I've been lying about for about a year now. Because he does't trust me- but then again, why should he?

Okay lang sa akin kung naiinis siya sa akin dahil sa kabaliwan ko, o dahil sa pagsapak ko sa kanya ng libro, o dahil sa pang-iinis ko sa kanya. Pero hindi siya naiinis sa akin- ako yung naiinis sa kanya. At hindi niya pinapansin yung mga kabaliwan ko. Hindi lang siya naniniwala sa akin.

Why can't he just hate me for being me, instead of, well, believing what his paranoia tells him...

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Alam mo alam mo alam mo....

Mahirap sabihin sa isang guy na siya ang pinakanakakainis na tao sa mundo, lalung-lalo na kung mahal na mahal mo siya.

At mahirap din sabihin sa isang guy na mahal na mahal mo siya, lalung-lalo na kung siya ang pinakanakakainis na tao sa mundo.

... Okay... That seriously didn't sound like me...

"... and i want these words to make things right
but it's the wrongs that make the words come to life..."
-Fall Out Boy, Thnks fr th Mmrs

[identity profile] winged-entity.livejournal.com 2007-06-13 12:38 pm (UTC)(link)
ei. i'm here for you if you need someone to talk to. i understand how you feel, on some level.

anyway, i'm here with arms open wide if you need someone to hug or someone to slap. 'yun lang.

take care always! :D