normal? riiight...

I don't know what did it, but I'm back to, well, normal. It's not like I can be normal, but even I have standards for normality. In short- I'm back to insane-hyper, from being insane-depressed.

Which is an achievement, since my head still hurts like mad. But I felt I had to read all the mythology and all the Geom. theorems I did yesterday. I think it was an unconscious attempt to soothe my nerves, or maybe take my mind-

(I have a mind!?! Wow...-And this is not insane-depressedness, this is normal; I so love laughing at myself. I always to. Just that the laughter becomes cruel when I'm insane-depressed)

-off my stupid grades.

Anyways, I'm defending myself to myself, so it doesn't matter.

(And the earlier note in the parenthses was so long....)

Speaking of stupidity, I read my yesterday's post.

And laughed at it. That's how I knew I was back to normal, the term normal here being used loosely.

Because the "on the other hand" part sounds so fake, and the other parts sound so, I don't know, sentimental. Depressed. In short, it sounded like a blog. A normal blog.

Which this should not be, since I am anything but normal.

normal? riiight...

I don't know what did it, but I'm back to, well, normal. It's not like I can be normal, but even I have standards for normality. In short- I'm back to insane-hyper, from being insane-depressed.

Which is an achievement, since my head still hurts like mad. But I felt I had to read all the mythology and all the Geom. theorems I did yesterday. I think it was an unconscious attempt to soothe my nerves, or maybe take my mind-

(I have a mind!?! Wow...-And this is not insane-depressedness, this is normal; I so love laughing at myself. I always to. Just that the laughter becomes cruel when I'm insane-depressed)

-off my stupid grades.

Anyways, I'm defending myself to myself, so it doesn't matter.

(And the earlier note in the parenthses was so long....)

Speaking of stupidity, I read my yesterday's post.

And laughed at it. That's how I knew I was back to normal, the term normal here being used loosely.

Because the "on the other hand" part sounds so fake, and the other parts sound so, I don't know, sentimental. Depressed. In short, it sounded like a blog. A normal blog.

Which this should not be, since I am anything but normal.